Monday, October 12, 2015

Heavy Heart

I know I cannot be the only Mom, Who is suffering through walking away from my marriage.If there is amy mom who is living in abusive marriage right now, My heart goes out to you, Most of all if you have children... They do suffer from all the fights...You may not see it right now, Because they are young, But trust me, They are suffering.. I know I stayed way to long in my marriage, Because for sure, I wanted nothing more, But for my marriage to work out...Leaving was not even thought about...I thought I could fix everything, And that GOD would help our marriage, But how can you help someone who sees they are not in the wrong? You cannot not... I am paying for it right now, For staying in a marriage, With a man who hated me, And made sure he let the children know by abusing me in every way he could think of..I Still would not leave.. If you are a mom in need, And living in a marriage with a man who harms you... I am here to give you support..I can share how I made it through, Before it came to the point, where I was giving no choice but to walk away It was not easy, But it was the right thing to do....With GODS help, He is helping me..I did not realize the damaged that had been done to us, Until I left.Please never stay in your abusive marriage for your children. Do not put them through this..They do not deserve this, And neither do you.. How is your marriage? Who needs prayer? Who needs help in there marriage I am here to help in any way I can I know it is hard to talk about things like this, and many moms keep things to themselves, and even if they was going through things, they keep it to themselves, just as I did..I prayed prayer.. How can a man abandoned his family? His children? It kills the children is not the same with a broken home..It was not meant to be this way..The hurt is deeper than ever. I feel helpless, like a failure, But I was left with no choice but to walk out..

Saturday, February 28, 2015

Wednesday, February 25, 2015

A book I am reading.. Jesus Calling

I came across this book I had put away in another room, I did not even realize just how much I needed this book.

It is filled with so much encouraging words of truth... Has any one ever read it before? When I woke up this morning, I read Feb 25 for today. It was so good and helped me through the day...

Friday, February 20, 2015

I look at this picture, And I relate it to my life..  In my own marriage, I for years worked hard to make my marriage work.. every time I climbed  harder, I was knocked down over and over again...Only to make this climb many more times.... Until I was knocked all the way down, I knew then I was faced with making the hardest decision I have ever had to face... I had to choose to walk away.....